Poems for When My Heart Became Ice

[[ D E J A • vu ]]

Book One

I’ve taken your hope again
No way to let it go, no way to let it show.

As I cry my family’s blood
My heart and mind battle for control.

My body is powerful with the grace of nothing ever seen
But my heart will never heal.

Your heart may reach for me and beg for affection
But I love no one but myself.

Your eyes are shrouded in darkness when you look at me
My soul is the darkness you see.

Can’t you see the blood that stains my hands
If you do, why do you still hold me?

Why does your heart long for me
When you know I’ll only break it?

My tears will not be wiped away
So stop trying.

Blood falls like rain
Down onto me

As the snow falls
It drinks up the blood pouring over me

All the light has left my eyes
My whole world has fallen to pieces

I’ve lost the one I care about most
Can you feel this pain?

Stop reaching for me
I don’t want you

Stop trying to comfort me
You only hurt me more

I am not weak
I’m just not strong

Tell me why
Dead flowers still bloom

No one can hold me ever again
No one can love me ever again

I will fall to the ground
Don’t try to pick me up again

I’m being tortured on the inside
My blood turns ice cold

As the end draws near
I must say goodbye.


And good riddance.

Book 2 (Possible Poem)

You hold the key to my heart
But I don't have the lock anymore

How can you be so cold
As to take my lock away

I'll never be free now
You locked my heart away for good

You can see my face and see my smile
But it'll never be real

You betrayed me
So I'll just have to get you back

Don't bother asking for my life
It's not yours to take anymore

So maybe this is not the end
All those secrets you hid are out

You continue to hold my heart
Hold it oh so dearly

My heart and soul became ice
As you locked me away

Down the road there's something
You need to see

As my heart became ice
You took the shards and ran away

My soul is broken
You broke it

Your heart isn't ice
It's just not there.

How does it feel
To die without a soul?

And as your blood spills
I'll take my heart back

I'll take the shards
And put them back together again

There's something I think you should know
But you aren't gonna like it

Because my soul became fire
And you're nothing but a puddle at my feet

(that's it so far... >.> )

[「Silver 希望]

Next one could be...

"The Darkness Fades Away
As My Soul Leads The Way..."

o.o~?